the puzzle piece behind the couch

eeeee! i have so much happiness. i wish i could share it, because i have way too much to cope with all by myself. and some people probably need some happiness.

or if only i could save it in a jar until some time i was sad.

or someone i cared about was sad, so i could bring it out and say 'look, i saved this for you'.

Ellie said i should learn to make myself happy. maybe one day i will. but until then there are plenty of people who make me very very joyously happy and i am very grateful for them.